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Kisah menusuk hati di petang hari
"Cikgu..belanja la saya..beday saya nak dekat daa"
"Kamu la belanja cikgu..beday cikgu pon da dekat"
"X bole nanti bajet lari"
" ye la tu..bajet ape"
"Bajet beli rumah..cikgu kata hari tu nak kawin kene beli rumah"
"Yela2..cikgu pon x nak belanja kamu..cikgu pon nak beli rumah jugak"
"Cikgu nak kawin ke"
"Ye laa.."
"Dengan sape?"
"Tengah mencari"
"Cepat cikgu. ...."
"Kenapa pulak?"
"Ye laaaaa...umur cikgu da berapa skangggg..."
Me *gulp
Seriously.. Am i too old as he just remind me my age is getting too old to stay lay back and playing
Even he is OKU..its still hurt
Even in their eyes.. Their pity cikgu is too old to be single
I'm hurt
Even he says sorry after that
Cikgu x nak ajak kamu dtg wedding cikgu
Payback

That's all

Xoxo

Daaa

Nite

Strength = average

Have u ever wonder.. Is there anything that u good in it..well I don't have any..I keep searching for it but the result is nil.. I'm jealous with someone who has something that they good at it like a simple thing good in organising things, someone who alert on surrounding, someone who able to fix things up even the smallest one
I rarely help someone in trouble even tho i know i might be a help for them but most of the time I'm really nothing.. A plain average girl who hardly being notice
I'm not good in words.. Mingle with others is definitely something I'm so suck at it..I'm really poor in expressing my opinion and will lead to misunderstanding
It's just like if I'm not around also it will be ok cuz I'm not really helping..I'm really not good in words..not pretty in pictures.. Haihhh am I so ungrateful?
People around me is really impressive as they can move others and i can point out what their strength..
Still searching the ME that I'll be proud of and the ME that can be help for others   When I'm typing this post 2 songs playing in my head..IU Palette and DSV i am me
Night dearie
Xoxo
Mmuahh

Awkward emptiness

Trying to look good 4 my future hubby
First of all.. Happy Eid Mubarak readers
I'm extremely happy cuz this year i celebrate raya will all my family members.. Full house with all siblings and those cheeky little monkeys..no lah..they are angles in disguise
But....
I feel an awkward emptiness in between
They all have partners and I'm the one who not
And they keep repeating how my future husband will be which make me more sad..or i just being over the top..ermm
The most awkward moment when they going out.. Taking pictures.. Thanks to all kiddos who never left me alone.. If not I'll be too pathetic
So
I hope next year i wouldn't be alone anymore
The guy out there..please stop playing hide and seek.. I'm tired of waiting for like...25 years.. Time to get together..whoever u are please approach and say hi (i mean assalammualaikum).. I'll for sure will reply u..<< this girl is overlu desperate.. Hahaha

I think I'll delete this post when my mind back on track
For the time being.. Please bear with me


Daaaa

Xoxo


Love, aishah..

what am i babbling about

halloooo hallooo halloooo

see? how i miss this blog..forgive my silence while i'm away..hope i've stiil have my passionate loyal reader who would like to read my entry

as reference to above title my theme today is just nonsense babbling..so if u think this is not for u please click the cross mark right now

ermmm..starts with my feeling today..i've got a call from my sis today said that she with my parents near my workplace and ask me to join them..but due to my procrastinating habit which now i'm so regret i'm on my way to finish my 'puasa ganti' before ramadhan come upon us..and don't ask me how many days left..cuz it is soooo many..i hope i would'nt do this next year..*finger cross

so i had to decline their offer and just request an order..so i just met them for awhile cuz they have to rush to went back home..

miss them already...

and the worst is i have to work on weekend 3 weeks in a row..but most of them i'm enjoying so much..so no regret..

ha!!!last week i went to cinema and watch bahubali the conclusion..that movie i give u double thumbs up..i did'nt expect much cuz i hve this kind of mind set that sequel movie will never be good as the first one..but this totally wrong..it is more creative amazing and beyond your imagination..i cried so hard in the theatre room till all my make up ruins..so i had to cover my face till i met savior..WOMEN TOILET

hihihi

ok.. i don't want to ruin your days after my make up

soooo

daaa

xoxo

;)

life UPDATE!g

i just read my recent post bout my worries as in my 1st day at DAYBREAK
well FYI this is my fourth month and i'm survive LOL
i also had quite serious fever this last two weeks and i'm ok without my parents
ok actually i've a lot to say and suddenly my mind blackout
ok bout the english language problem, i'm actually still struggling
haha typical aishah
i'm enjoying my work here more happy memory than sad
ha! i never show u my workplace right?
what i'm proud of is the scenery..i bet all of you will be jealous
the scenery is more beautiful than what meet the eyes

this is how the scenery look alike..we have 4 season if u replace the snow with rain

and now it is still raining

 my overtime day..we spend our lively sunday with this kids at car free day event..i'm enjoying my OT very much..please i'm serious here don't read that with inverted comas

my housemate as well as my current partner in crime and shares same hobbies too but i'm not forgetting YOU ;)

this boy undertraining for 7eleven worker but he got job at factory instead..but moomy so proud of u..keje leklok ye nak..gaji 1st belanja cikgu ye..hahaha

this one train for general cleaning..but i don't think he suits the job cuz low standing tolerance and poor planning concept..need to be polish more..ok jot down already

ecopark..plis someone near that park marry me cuz i want to do wedding photoshoot here..i love the scenery so much

ok

enough

daaa

i'm so into mommy type in term of blabbering nowdays

stop

xoxo

;)

Dear future husband ~

Dear future husband
Whoever you are Wherever you are Whenever you are going to approach me
Don't worry my dear
I'm here also struggling to save money
N to become a better person
You are not suffering alone
I'm with u
Hehehe
This post is dedicated to my future shuben incase when we get married n I'm scrolling your wall i see this post bout "duit hantaran" i will show u this post
So that u know that us, girls are also struggling to have a bright future with her loved one
Not all girl loves to rely on others to make their life comfortable
We work we earn we go to shopping
Hahaha

...
Even I'm not even getting my first paid yet
And now I let my imagination goes wild
Nunytee




Xoxo

Daa

;)

Worries

Aku risau
Tomorrow will be first day at Daybreak
Actually xde siapa tau aku jenis susah nak paham kalau non malay speaking kat aku
Selalunye aku akn buat muke attentive, senyum n angguk
Sedangkan 50% je aku paham ape depa ckp
And majority workers kat sane non malay n their first language is English including my boss and supervisor
Second actually aku sgt berat mulut@pemalu utk start first conversation
But tomorrow I'm alone and my sv said i should try remember all the trainees name and their behavior
Haihhh..and I'm not prepared at all..i don't have book to refer..i think when i got the call i took lightly on this matter.. Now I'm freakout
And there is no food stall near so i need to cook on my own every morning n tapau the lunch
Cooking again for dinner.. I don't have car cuz my parents thought that it is too early for me to drive alone..ermmm..dulu ckp lain
Ok skang I'm extremely afraid and i don't know how to to calm down
Ha! 1 more i think I've got fever right now..and I'm such a mommy girl cuz when i had fever i want my mom all by myside until its gone
Sobsss

So sad

Daaa peeps

Xoxo

:(